who am i? and why do i have to be that emotional? where am i standing and where i ll end if i dont change my way? its just. i cant see the essential things right now. like little pretty world. but little pretty world is inprisoned and constantly surroundend by some other forces. some things which depend on other things - and i cant control any of them, wheter these ''some things'' or those ''other things''.
what i need right now is someone who understands my clue.