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Dienstag, 21. April 2009

...

Lasst mich doch einfach akzeptieren, dass mein Herz gebrochen ist und es niemals wieder so wird wie es einmal war. Und wenn man mir es nicht glaubt, ich kann auch mein nasses Kopfkissen zeigen.
Es ist so unglaublich grausam wie es nicht aufhört weh zu tun!

Freitag, 6. März 2009

whoot!

i am far too emotional and broken for the big bad world out there!

19.01.2009

Mittwoch, 21. Januar 2009

good night and go

who am i? and why do i have to be that emotional? where am i standing and where i ll end if i dont change my way? its just. i cant see the essential things right now. like little pretty world. but little pretty world is inprisoned and constantly surroundend by some other forces. some things which depend on other things - and i cant control any of them, wheter these ''some things'' or those ''other things''.
what i need right now is someone who understands my clue.

Dienstag, 6. Januar 2009

the last kiss:

natürlich muss es an mir liegen, dass du mich in einer sekunde liebst und in der anderen verlässt!

Samstag, 15. November 2008

punkt

man überlebt die liebe?

Donnerstag, 28. Februar 2008

glücklich sein ist wie in der sonne baden

das ist einfach toll
wenn du genießen kannst

und wenn ich jz noch die
fähigkeit behalten was zu schreiben
texte.. also gute

oh gott das wär noch viel besser
aber das ist egal
ich bin auch so glücklich

ohne dass ich aussagekräftige texte
schreiben kann

vllt liegts auch daran weil ich grad
verkühlt bin
oder in meinem nachkastl ein
handschriftliches tagebuch hab
und nich mehr dieses internet pc ding

egal
wollt nur mal wieder melden
und versuchen gute aussagekräftige
texte zu tippen aber anscheinend
wills heut partou nich sein

danke und baba

ps: so glücklich war ich noch selten!

Donnerstag, 8. November 2007

byebye


fly fly fly away
and let the chance
fade away

fly fly fly away
and let time pass

fly fly fly away
the future is
the end

fly fly fly away
you can never
understand

fly fly fly away
this won't ever
be forget

fly fly fly away
and better never
come back

fly fly fly away
you can't stay here
in my heart

fly fly fly away
don't send
signs

fly fly fly away
i'll say
goodbye

Mittwoch, 9. Mai 2007

world

the world sux sometimes
family, friends and beloved ones too
sometimes.. sometimes
the world is freakin out
and u ve to freakin out too

for me it seems that im alone
that anythin is nothin
my head is a ball
and my arms r blow-outs
my feet r flowers
and im divin through the sky

sometimes.. sometimes
the world is freakin out
and u ve to freakin out too
sometimes its necessary
necessary to be a freak
sometimes its necessary
necessary, otherwise u ll die

sometimes the world is freakin out
but it happens more often than ever
more often then it ve ever happened before
mybe i make the world freakin out

Montag, 7. Mai 2007

king and queen:

she looks at me like i can tell her everything, of me,
she's made right with proper hair and visibility,
her smile will shock you into comas you will never want, to leave

do u think i will ever awake with u
do u think she's got medicine to make me laugh, and be

i dunno if i'm living, i dunno if im dreamin too,
i know she's a weird gurl, but i like that too
strange things are happening,
strange things are happening, but i like them too

i'm the king and she's the queen
i'm the babe and she's the perv
i'm the king and she's my queen

Montag, 27. November 2006

.. hide and seek .. - imogen heap -

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah off course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it’s just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

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